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Don't They Know What They Do?!
I’ve been feeling sorry for myself lately. So many years I wasted building up the wrong ones. So many years I was abused and hurt by the...
holytrainwreck777
Sep 12, 20206 min read
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You Can’t Tell Me He Won’t
I am determined to be the woman that believes God for what doesn’t make sense. The impossible. The outlandish. The wild. The crazy. Even...
holytrainwreck777
Sep 9, 20207 min read
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Loving Him Madly
Shit got hard. Like... hard hard. I was running in circles trying to not go backwards in life because of how crazy thing are. Yay...
holytrainwreck777
Sep 7, 20204 min read
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The In-between
A few weeks ago I was at church just worshipping my heart out. All these beautiful lyrics rushing through the crowd, hands raised, just...
holytrainwreck777
Aug 28, 20208 min read
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Unabashed Faith
What does it look like to have unapologetic, reckless faith in God? What do you think would happen if instead of fighting God on the...
holytrainwreck777
Aug 25, 20204 min read
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Shadows aren’t always dark
This is the hardest season of my life. My days feel endless and empty. And ill be honest it’s partly because of this place of...
holytrainwreck777
Aug 14, 20206 min read
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Expect What Exactly?
“Expectation feeds frustration. It's an unhealthy attachment to people, things, and outcomes we wish we could control; but don't.” I am...
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Jul 10, 20207 min read
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Wait.... what?
“God gives us promises in our present to help us see what He sees. Prophecy is to help us partner with God for a future that He already...
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Jun 29, 20208 min read
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Don't Tell Me What To Do
I want to talk about submission. And while a lot of what I have to say can be applied to men, I specifically want to talk to the ladies....
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Jun 24, 202013 min read
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Trust Feels Like A Cuss Word
Gaining freedom in God is a stunning thing. This weight comes off your shoulders and you literally feel lighter. Breathing is easier....
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Jun 17, 20208 min read
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Falling in Love Isn't Falling at All
I’ve felt love for people before. And I believe it was important at the time. I meant it. But it was a love based on my then...
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Jun 3, 20208 min read
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The Scars of Ugliness
I am tired of hating my body. I have as long as I can remember. It drags on my heart and fills me with fear of utter rejection. I've...
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May 16, 20205 min read
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The Sacrifice of Transformation
"Truth or reality is avoided when its painful. We can revise our maps only when we have the discipline to overcome that pain. To have...
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Apr 11, 20203 min read
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Who's Got The Map?
What happens when you walk out of the wilderness and head into the promise land? Some months ago I wrote about finding myself in a...
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Mar 16, 20207 min read
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Now That's A Man!
Theres something really stunning about a man that allows space for a woman to be gentle. There is no pressure to keep up or be enough. No...
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Nov 30, 20193 min read
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I Messed Up. But God.
A come back was made today. I'll admit, I got knocked down pretty hard this last week. Its. Been. Hell. My on going battle came to a head...
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Oct 28, 20194 min read
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We Don't Need to Know
By needing the answers to these questions I'm inevitably saying I don't trust God has my best interest in mind and that I need to control th
Audria Prout
Oct 19, 20193 min read
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ME Date
A new part of me comes alive when I let the beauty of the world back into my life ❤
Audria Prout
Oct 19, 20192 min read
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Rage or Peace
Time and time again the battles I gave to God were won. Not just won, but packed with blessings, growth, and upgrades.
Audria Prout
Oct 2, 20193 min read
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Ungodly Segregation
God will always speak to you if you'll just listen. But sometimes when the attacks get too heavy we need help.
Audria Prout
Sep 6, 20192 min read
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